Saturn enters Aries on February 13, 2026.
And I know exactly what it’s asking of me.
Not more insight.
Not another layer of healing.
Not another framework.
Decision.
The last few years have stretched me open.
I’ve expanded in every direction: sacred geometry, trading, coaching, wealth architecture, astrology, identity work.
I’ve seen the patterns. I understand the codes. I can map the structure behind almost anything.
But if I’m being honest?
Understanding has become a hiding place.
I haven’t been confused. I’ve been circling. Circling the edge of commitment. Circling the edge of choosing one central identity and building from it. Circling the edge of going all in without keeping a back door open.
Saturn in Aries feels like someone locking the back door.
I Have Been Powerful, but Diffused
This is hard to admit.
I don’t lack drive.
I don’t lack intelligence.
I don’t lack vision.
I lack consolidation.
I’ve been fire without containment.
And fire without containment looks impressive, until you realize it hasn’t built anything solid yet. And that’s the part that stings.
Because I know what I’m capable of.
And I also know I’ve been tolerating less than that.
The Truth About “Finding My Lane”
I’ve said I don’t feel resistance. And that’s true. What I’ve felt is this subtle hesitation around narrowing. Because narrowing feels like loss.
If I choose one lane, what happens to the rest of me?
If I say, “This is who I am,” does that mean I abandon the parts of me that don’t fit neatly inside that label?
Saturn in Aries doesn’t care about my existential spiral.
It says:
Choose.
Stand in it.
Build from it.
Identity isn’t something you endlessly refine.
At some point, you commit to it and let your actions prove it.
I’m Tired of Explaining Myself, This one is deeper.
I’m tired of explaining how sacred geometry fits with trading.
Tired of explaining why structure is spiritual.
Tired of trying to make every piece make sense to everyone.
Aries doesn’t explain.
Aries declares.
Saturn says: if you declare it, back it up with discipline.
That’s the edge I’ve been dancing around.
Declaration without apology.
Execution without dramatizing it.
The Birth Story Was a Blueprint
When I was told I couldn’t have a vaginal birth after a C-section…and I did it anyway…
That was Aries.
No committee.
No consensus.
No waiting for approval.
Just instinct and commitment.
At one point I was upside down in a handstand so they could unlock Bailey’s chin. And then I squatted on the floor and gave birth.
That wasnt theoretical, that was a fire within my will. I trusted my body more than the doctors who told me I couldn’t.
Saturn in Aries feels like that moment again. Except this time, what’s being born isn’t a child. It’s the version of me that stops negotiating with herself.
I Know I’m Playing Smaller Than My Capacity. There. I said it.
I know what it feels like to operate at a higher level.
I’ve tasted it.
And lately, I’ve been oscillating.
Moments of precision.
Moments of drift.
Saturn in Aries is not subtle.
It’s asking me if I’m done flirting with my potential…..because if I’m not, the next three years will feel heavy. But if I am…those same three years will feel powerful.
The “X” Is Not Glamorous
“I am X. Everything I do supports that.”
The X isn’t mystical.
It’s not poetic.
It’s not aesthetic.
It’s simple.
I build structure that channels power.
That’s it.
If something doesn’t strengthen that identity, it doesn’t stay.
That includes distractions.
That includes indulgent pivots.
That includes overthinking.
Saturn doesn’t hate creativity.
It hates inconsistency.
This Is the Year I Stop Negotiating With Myself
No more:
“I’ll start when it’s clearer.”
“I’ll refine it one more time.”
“I just need one more insight.”
Clarity comes from action.
Identity comes from repetition.
Power comes from structure.
Saturn in Aries isn’t here to inspire me.
It’s here to mature me.
And maturity looks like:
Doing what I said I would do. Finishing what I start. Deepening instead of pivoting. Letting discipline replace mood. Not glamorous. But solid.
I’m Not Scattered. I’m Being Sharpened.
This transit doesn’t feel like restriction.
It feels like a blade being forged.
Less noise.
Less explaining.
Less circling.
More execution.
More embodiment.
More spine.
Saturn in Aries is asking me to stop auditioning identities and choose one.
Not because I’m limited… but because I’m ready.
And if I’m honest…
I’ve been ready.
I’ve just been pretending I needed more time.







