Tuesday, February 17, 2026

Solar Eclipse in Aquarius ~ February 17, 2026

 Today’s Solar Eclipse in Aquarius isn’t subtle.

It’s not poetic fluff.
It’s a line in the sand.

Eclipses don’t ask politely. They interrupt. They close doors. They accelerate timelines. And when they land in Aquarius — the sign of the visionary, the disruptor, the one who refuses to fit — they don’t just shift circumstances. They upgrade identity.

For me, this one is personal.


The 11th House Activation — Community, Visibility, Impact

With the Sun, Moon, Mars, and the eclipse energy moving through my 11th house in Aquarius, this is about public alignment.

Not performance.
Not proving.
Alignment.

The 11th house governs community, audience, movements, long-term vision. It’s the room where your future collaborators live. It’s where your voice reaches beyond your living room.

And here’s the truth: I’ve always been wired to lead from the heart.

My Leo Moon and Mercury in the 5th house were born to create, to express, to be seen. But my Virgo Sun has always wanted to perfect it first. Make it useful. Make it structured. Make it safe.

Aquarius doesn’t care about safe.

This eclipse is saying:
You don’t get to hide brilliance behind preparation anymore.

With Pluto now transiting my 10th house in Aquarius, my public role is transforming. Slowly. Deeply. Irreversibly. This isn’t about small pivots. It’s about stepping into a more sovereign authority — the kind that doesn’t dilute herself to be digestible.


Uranus in My 1st House — Identity Shock

Uranus has been moving through my 1st house in Taurus — and that’s been no joke.

The 1st house is identity. Body. Presence. The way I enter a room.

Uranus doesn’t renovate. It liberates.

I don’t feel like the same woman I was even a year ago. My values have sharpened. My tolerance for inauthenticity has dropped. My body, my habits, my leadership — all under reconstruction.

And because Taurus rules value, wealth, and self-worth, this eclipse isn’t just about visibility.

It’s about being seen at a higher financial frequency.

That’s the edge.
Handling the visibility that comes with wealth.
Owning the authority that comes with impact.

No shrinking. No apology.


Jupiter Retrograde in My 4th House — Expanding the Foundation

While the eclipse lights up the sky, Jupiter retrograde in Cancer in my 4th house is doing something quieter.

It’s rebuilding the inner foundation.

Home. Family. Emotional security.

Cancer is nurturing. It’s legacy. It’s the house you build so your children feel safe inside it. Jupiter here isn’t about random luck — it’s about expansion of roots.

And because it’s retrograde, the growth is internal first.

Before the public expansion, the private expansion.

Before the applause, the anchoring.


Saturn, Neptune & Chiron in My 12th House — The Invisible Work

Saturn, Neptune, and Chiron all moving through my 12th house in Aries.

This is the part people don’t see.

The 12th house is subconscious patterning. Old fears. Spiritual surrender. The karmic attic.

Aries here is asking for courageous inner work.

Saturn demands discipline in the unseen.
Neptune dissolves illusion.
Chiron exposes where I still carry ancient wounds around visibility, leadership, and survival.

This is ego death work. Quietly.

It’s where I stop pressuring myself about “taking too long.”
Where I release the story of struggle.
Where I choose discipline not from shame — but from devotion.

This eclipse feels like a spiritual reset.


The Fire Horse Year — Momentum

The Year of the Fire Horse begins today. Fire Horse energy doesn’t crawl. It runs.

It’s bold. Independent. Untamed.

That resonates.

This eclipse is not asking me to become someone new.
It’s asking me to stop pretending I’m smaller than I am.

With my Virgo placements, I’ve built the structure.
With my Leo placements, I carry the radiance.
With Uranus in my 1st, I’ve broken the old identity.
With Pluto in my 10th, my public evolution is inevitable.

Now Aquarius says:
Lead.
But lead differently.
Lead free.


What This Eclipse Means for Me

• I am no longer preparing for visibility — I am inside it.
• My wealth is not separate from my spiritual evolution.
• My voice belongs in rooms that once intimidated me.
• The work behind the scenes is creating stability beneath the expansion.
• I don’t need to record every moment to validate it. I just need to live it.

This eclipse doesn’t feel chaotic.

It feels decisive.

Like the door is open.
Like I’ve already hugged the older and younger versions of myself.
And we’re walking forward together.

No more waiting.
No more apologizing for ambition.
No more shrinking the vision.

The sky went dark for a moment today.

And in that shadow, I saw the next version of me — clear, sovereign, visible, wealthy, rooted.

It’s time.

Friday, February 13, 2026

Saturn Enters Aries: I’m Done Circling

 Saturn enters Aries on February 13, 2026.


And I know exactly what it’s asking of me.

Not more insight.
Not another layer of healing.
Not another framework.


Decision.


The last few years have stretched me open.


I’ve expanded in every direction: sacred geometry, trading, coaching, wealth architecture, astrology, identity work. 


I’ve seen the patterns. I understand the codes. I can map the structure behind almost anything.


But if I’m being honest?


Understanding has become a hiding place.


I haven’t been confused. I’ve been circling. Circling the edge of commitment. Circling the edge of choosing one central identity and building from it. Circling the edge of going all in without keeping a back door open.


Saturn in Aries feels like someone locking the back door.


I Have Been Powerful, but Diffused


This is hard to admit.


I don’t lack drive.

I don’t lack intelligence.

I don’t lack vision.


I lack consolidation.


I’ve been fire without containment.


And fire without containment looks impressive, until you realize it hasn’t built anything solid yet. And that’s the part that stings.


Because I know what I’m capable of.

And I also know I’ve been tolerating less than that.


The Truth About “Finding My Lane”


I’ve said I don’t feel resistance. And that’s true. What I’ve felt is this subtle hesitation around narrowing. Because narrowing feels like loss.


If I choose one lane, what happens to the rest of me?


If I say, “This is who I am,” does that mean I abandon the parts of me that don’t fit neatly inside that label?


Saturn in Aries doesn’t care about my existential spiral.


It says:

Choose.
Stand in it.
Build from it.


Identity isn’t something you endlessly refine.


At some point, you commit to it and let your actions prove it.


I’m Tired of Explaining Myself, This one is deeper. 


I’m tired of explaining how sacred geometry fits with trading.

Tired of explaining why structure is spiritual.

Tired of trying to make every piece make sense to everyone.


Aries doesn’t explain.


Aries declares.


Saturn says: if you declare it, back it up with discipline.


That’s the edge I’ve been dancing around.


Declaration without apology.


Execution without dramatizing it.


The Birth Story Was a Blueprint

When I was told I couldn’t have a vaginal birth after a C-section…and I did it anyway…


That was Aries.


No committee.

No consensus.

No waiting for approval.


Just instinct and commitment.


At one point I was upside down in a handstand so they could unlock Bailey’s chin. And then I squatted on the floor and gave birth.


That wasnt theoretical, that was a fire within my will. I trusted my body more than the doctors who told me I couldn’t. 


Saturn in Aries feels like that moment again. Except this time, what’s being born isn’t a child. It’s the version of me that stops negotiating with herself.


I Know I’m Playing Smaller Than My Capacity. There. I said it.


I know what it feels like to operate at a higher level.

I’ve tasted it.


And lately, I’ve been oscillating.


Moments of precision.

Moments of drift.


Saturn in Aries is not subtle.


It’s asking me if I’m done flirting with my potential…..because if I’m not, the next three years will feel heavy.  But if I am…those same three years will feel powerful.


The “X” Is Not Glamorous

“I am X. Everything I do supports that.”

The X isn’t mystical.


It’s not poetic.

It’s not aesthetic.

It’s simple.


I build structure that channels power.


That’s it.


If something doesn’t strengthen that identity, it doesn’t stay.


That includes distractions.

That includes indulgent pivots.

That includes overthinking.


Saturn doesn’t hate creativity.


It hates inconsistency.


This Is the Year I Stop Negotiating With Myself


No more:
“I’ll start when it’s clearer.”

“I’ll refine it one more time.”

“I just need one more insight.”


Clarity comes from action.

Identity comes from repetition.

Power comes from structure.

Saturn in Aries isn’t here to inspire me.


It’s here to mature me.

And maturity looks like:


Doing what I said I would do. Finishing what I start. Deepening instead of pivoting. Letting discipline replace mood. Not glamorous.  But solid.


I’m Not Scattered. I’m Being Sharpened.


This transit doesn’t feel like restriction.

It feels like a blade being forged.


Less noise.

Less explaining.

Less circling.


More execution.

More embodiment.

More spine.


Saturn in Aries is asking me to stop auditioning identities and choose one.


Not because I’m limited… but because I’m ready.


And if I’m honest…


I’ve been ready.


I’ve just been pretending I needed more time.


Tuesday, February 3, 2026

The Day I Stopped Becoming and Started Being ~ Uranus Direct in My 1st House


Today is not subtle.

Uranus, the planet of awakening, disruption, liberation, and radical authenticity, stations direct in my 1st house of Taurus. And for me, this isn’t an abstract transit. This is personal. Physical. Identity-level. Embodied.

The 1st house is the house of self:

  • my body

  • my presence

  • how I show up in the world

  • my confidence

  • my leadership

  • my identity

And Uranus has been moving through this part of my chart for years, quietly (and sometimes not so quietly) dismantling the version of me that was built on survival, conditioning, obligation, and old safety.

Now it moves forward.

Not as chaos.
As clarity.

The Timeline

  • May 15, 2018: Uranus enters Taurus for the first time

  • Nov 6, 2018: Uranus retrogrades back into Aries

  • March 6, 2019: Uranus re-enters Taurus for the long stay

  • It remains in Taurus until July 7, 2025 (Teddy's 1st Birthday) and briefly enters Gemini

  • Nov 7, 2025: Uranus retrogrades back into Taurus one last time

  • February 3rd, 2026: Uranus stations direct in Taurus

  • April 26, 2026: Uranus leaves Taurus for good

What Uranus in Taurus in the 1st House Has Been Doing to Me

Taurus loves stability. Security. Comfort. Predictability.

Uranus wants none of that.

So this transit has been a long, slow awakening where the parts of me that tried to hold it all together have been forced to loosen their grip.

I’ve watched:

  • old identities fall away

  • roles I played for other people stop fitting

  • my relationship to money, body, work, and value completely rewire

  • the version of me that was “acceptable” dissolve

This has been the transit of realizing: I cannot build a new life from an old self-concept.

Uranus in my 1st house has been quietly asking one question for years:

“Who are you when you stop trying to be who you think you’re supposed to be?”

Why Today Matters ~ The Direct Station

When a planet stations direct, its energy stops turning inward and begins to express outward.

This is the shift from:

  • internal processing → external embodiment

  • awareness → action

  • knowing → being

Everything Uranus has been breaking apart inside me is now ready to be lived.

This is not the start of change. This is the start of expression.

Taurus, the Body, and My Physical Reality

Taurus rules the physical body. The senses. The material world.

So this transit has not been theoretical. It’s shown up in:

  • my relationship to my health

  • how I treat my body

  • how I carry myself

  • how I present myself

  • how I value myself

  • how I make and hold money

This is why the body changes, the habits change, the standards change, the environment changes.

Uranus in Taurus in the 1st says:

Your outer world cannot stay the same when your inner value system changes.

And mine has.

Radically.

What makes this transit even more personal for me is that my 1st house in Taurus is also where Chiron lives, which is the wound around identity, worth, and safety in simply being.

Long before Uranus arrived here to liberate me, Chiron marked this part of my chart as a place where I learned that my value came from what I could hold together for everyone else.

Uranus hasn’t just been changing me. It’s been healing the place I built my old identity from.

The Identity Upgrade

This is the end of:

  • playing small

  • explaining myself

  • justifying my vision

  • dimming my power to make others comfortable

  • living in survival mode while dreaming of abundance

This is the beginning of living as the woman who:

  • trusts her intuition

  • trusts her vision

  • trusts her ability to create wealth

  • trusts her leadership

  • trusts her uniqueness

Not someday.

Now.

The Nervous System Piece (The Part No One Talks About)

Uranus is electricity. The nervous system. Sudden awareness.

For years, this transit has been recalibrating my nervous system to handle:

  • more money

  • more responsibility

  • more visibility

  • more leadership

  • more freedom

You don’t step into a bigger life with a nervous system built for survival.

You upgrade the wiring first.

That’s what this transit has been doing.

And today, the current starts flowing forward.

What This Means for Me Right Now

This is a moment where I stop becoming and start being.

The version of me I’ve been seeing in visions, journaling about, designing my life around, aligning my work to, she is no longer future tense.

She is present tense.

This is where:

  • my body matches my vision

  • my work matches my capacity

  • my standards match my worth

  • my life matches my inner knowing

Uranus direct in my 1st house is a declaration:

I am no longer rearranging my life to fit the old me.
I am rearranging my life to match who I actually am.

The Liberation of Taurus

Taurus doesn’t like change.

But once Taurus chooses change, it becomes unstoppable. This has shown up in my life over and over and over again. 

This is the grounded, embodied, calm kind of revolution.

Not chaos.

Alignment.

I’m not chasing a new identity. I’m settling into my true one.

February 3, 2026 = The Line in the Sand

This is a day I will look back on.

Because this is the day the internal shift becomes visible in my:

  • posture

  • voice

  • decisions

  • standards

  • work

  • money

  • presence

This is the day I stop negotiating with a version of me that no longer exists.

Uranus is no longer asking me to wake up.

I’m awake.

Now I move.