Mount Shasta Full Moon 11/10/17 - Relocating crystal to base of the hill & Meeting the HopEvolve & Adventures in Gaia gang

I went and did something I've never done before. I invited myself to the gifted crystal mine located in Stirling CA and ended up staying with Sarah Elayne and Edward James (people I'd never met before). I slept on their floor on Thursday night. Sarah was not there - she was travelling back from Las Vegas. I spent the night drawing this grid for them. The message that came through was 'For the highest good of all' and 'transformations' The energy coming into their home was soft and sweet.

Waiting for Sarah

The next day we were scheduled to go to the crystal mine, but Sarah was not yet home. David and Allison Hopkins showed up with their two boys and we chatted, ate oatmeal, drank coffee and waited for Sarah. She finally called crying and we ended up cancelling the trip to the mine. David and Allison headed to Shasta and James invited me to go with him to find Sarah on the road. so I could drive their truck back and she could sleep on the way.  It was so cool to reconnect with them - it felt like we had been friends for lifetimes. 

That night after we got back to their house, I drove to Shasta and went to find my crystal that I had buried at the headwaters. It was raining and pretty cold. When I went to where I had buried it, it wasn't there. I was pulling fown horsetails and digging up dirt, frantic that she was gone forever.  I panicked. After much more damage than was necessary had happened, I paused - breathed - connected in up and down and asked for guidance.  Then I remembered that I had pictures of her burial. I pulled them up which helped me locate the correct tree she was under.  I learned a valuable lesson from our mother Gaia - respect. I was not respectful and quite honestly was embarrassed about my behaviour. Fortunately our momma is patient and was grateful that I had learned my lessons. This was my first big grid working project. I was so excited to reconnect with my long lost friend and gather all the information that she had collected on her vacation. I knew I only had the one night as she was requesting to be buried at the base of the hill the next day. I slept with her in the back seat of my car. It was raining and cold and so very much worth it. 

The next day I woke up and went to the headwaters to collect water from the spring. Then met the crew at their hotel. After everyone was up and moving, I took Sarah and James to the headwaters where they chose later to exchange their promise and binding to each other. They are to be wed on August 8th of 2018.

Then, we went to the hill. It was their first time there - and I was fortunate to bless them with the experience. I dialed in and cracked my whip. When i went to open the feminine channel - the lead got more tangled than I have ever experienced. I wasn't able to continue. This was right before Sarah and James got into an argument about his ex-wife. It was super interesting.  

Here she is ~ it looked as if she had shed so much since August 21st.

 Me with my magic whip opening up the channels.

Here's the crazy tangle!

Finally we were done and ready to leave. Everyone was already in the car. James says to me, aren't you going to bury her? Referring to my crystal sitting on my dash. I was like, oh I don't want to hold you guys up, I know you have a binding ceremony this afternoon. They both said, we don't mind waiting. So I headed out in the snow with a pik to find her spot.

At first the place I picked was under a tree to the side of the hill. But as I was getting ready to stick her in the ground, people started coming up. It was divine timing and I ended up pulling her back out and going somewhere a little more private. It freaks me out leaving her by herself. It's almost like a child whom you've raised and who is ready to go off on their own. Her home ended up being in a beautiful grove of trees right at the base of the hill of Mt. Shasta. There was snow and frozen soil I had to dig through. I had to make sure it was deep enough so that when the snow melted, you couldn't see her. I went back once just to make sure that the trampled snow was sufficiently not noticeable to someone who could potentially walk over to her location. I needed to make sure she was safe!

Here she is in her final destination - until spring anyway. I'm hoping to get her higher on the hill. 

My travel partners and I are heading home and burning sage.

Until next time!

Here is the gang - meeting for the first time, again. This lifetime. 

Architecture of the New Earth ~ October 2017

So......this happened. I was drawing drawing drawing all the month of October. As I draw, new information comes through about myself, past life memories and the New Earth that is here now. I am one of the architects. It is my responsibilities to draw these shapes and bring in the new frequency while bringing in light from the center of creation.

The flower of life has been found around the world burned into stone at sacred /power /earth chakras sites and dates as far back as 10,500 years.

Drawing this brings information that is otherwise unattainable and equally unexplainable, but ill try.

This shape depicts the beginning of creation, when the first cells begin to split and our human form begins. The circles reflect the feminine, receptive aspect we each carry. When you connect the centers of the circles with the straight lines this brings forth the active masculine aspect we also each carry. It is imperative that these qualities are balanced within us in order to live fully in harmony within ourselves and with each other.
I choose to live in the balanced world here now.
I choose this frequency.
I choose to channel (receive/feminine) this information into the physical plane and onto paper. I know it is a 2d version of what it truly is but its a start.
I choose to actively (masculine)share this information with all who are ready to receive.
I see you.
I love you.
Thank you for being my mirror.

This one is going to my parents

This one will be hung in my home for future mapping references

This one will be sent to Alex. 

This is another one being hung in my home. The first of many multiple flowers on one poster board.

This one was drawn while holding the thought of Seth and I in our whole and complete union. 

These are some of the pieces that I created for the HopeEvolve auction

The following pieces were created for friends looking for guidance.

One of my most favorites and the beginning of the multiple flower maps that are beginning to come through

Baileys 8th birthday present. 

Ancestral reading

This Ancestral reading came through from Nate Hanschen for my 39th birthday today. 

These are the elements that were cast. Nate said it was the most that has ever come out.

See the red pyramid stone in the middle? He said he has never cast it in over twenty years that he has been using this gift.

Here's the description of everything:

Theme of the divination: Space, Balance, Needs, and Wants, and learning to do what they were not taught by their parents as Relationship Skills. (both have done their best with using what worked in the past, but those relationships ended because what is needed for a Lasting Relationship is a Divinely-supported structure based on their individual gifts and calling.) Is the relationship ending or will both people give birth to it (since there is not a child they created together and can reference to each other through, what is bonding them together in that space? Each person will create a Needs and Wants list in 24 hours, be completely honest about it, share it with the other, and keep it for future assistance.

Vine: Don’t be a parasite, stand on your own feet and learn what your own strength is. It is different than holding onto the tree. Learn to draw on this new kind of strength, it will be needed for new situations and growth. The vine can be quadrupled back on itself and woven to make a strong rope, but the rope needs space to show its strength to grow taut! Seth said that space depends on the definition: Nicole wants less space and misses Seth, Seth is tired and has to work nights. Neither shares the same space with each other and the current structure of work and schedule is reinforcing the lack of balance by different spaces. Nicole said she would try to give Seth all the space he needs and Seth acknowledges that he heard Nicole saying how much she missed intimacy, but that his sex drive is absent. He is missing something inside (see Obsidian shard) and Nicole will try to give him the space for that to return and heard that it is his issue, not hers. A rough paradox that the Ancestors honor but want to help resolve.

Ammonite: Get rid of unneeded belongings, it is baggage blocking new manifestation. Even if it’s in a different form, perhaps computer files, cd’s, anything that has been outgrown and is not helping the family needs to go.

Red pyramid stone: Time for Ascension is now, this life, it’s already happening. This homework will help get to that next level in life, you don’t have to wait for future lives to do what you really want to do.

Quarter: Since neither of you had good role models in money management, you can give birth to this skill and grow together as a team in it. Do not fight over it or compete, this is an area of great communication and balance if you allow it. Nicole mentioned not making as much money as Seth and this being an imbalance, it encouraged that she be in charge of starting a savings account. Track and honestly follow what the monthly expenditures are, without judging. Then create a budget. Then set monthly goals. Last step is to look for waste and increase the definition of what waste can be- this is a mirror of what the Ancestors show to be romantic wasted potential in the heart. Eliminate waste in the home and look for ways where opportunities for love were wasted.

Garnet: Overindulgence. Nicole over indulges her propensity to get impatient, Seth needs to cut back a bit on alcohol and use that time and energy for others. If he wants to take care of himself, nourish himself in a way that promotes his growth and future in the family, he can work with plants (see Obsidian shard.)

Key: Homelessness and the energy of the home. Right away Seth said he would stay, Nicole said maybe, maybe not but when pressed by the Ancestors realized it had nothing to do with the house, it was her angry at Seth clouding over into every issue. That is the game she has to stop playing with herself (see Coyote piece.) The home has too much anger, it needs to be saged and cleansed because the kids also pick up on that energy. The house also needs plants that Seth will tend (see Obsidian shard) and also needs to be cleaned out (see Ammonite)

Coyote: What game are you playing? Nicole will work to look at all of the ways she is angry and projecting that into other areas. Nicole was honest about wanting a child with Seth and still having unresolved feelings after Seth and her talked in the past and will clear that. She will try to channel her anger productively (it’s hard to have sex with someone who is angry at you!) Seth’s game is being too complacent with how things are and for blurring the line between comfort/contentment and not taking initiative in the relationship. Nicole was crying and stated she feels Seth doesn’t listen sometimes and things move ahead when she is unsatisfied. He will use his management initiative not only at work but also at home and not wait for Nicole to get angry before communicating and responding to a problem he sees. Both will use their Needs and Wants list honestly and fairly, and compromise to make the relationship enjoyable, rewarding, and what they wanted it to be. Or they will keep playing games and the relationship will end. The seeds of growth are too powerful to be ignored, if both people do not take ownership of what the Ancestors are pointing out and work on it, their higher selves will push each other away permanently in an attempt to finally change themselves since they won’t be distracted by another person. However, it is easier to change when you have someone else’s support who loves, understands, and believes in you, so remember what you saw in each other and why the Ancestors answered the call to help. Both persons said aloud that they loved each other and wanted only the other to be with romantically in their life.

Otter: Learn to make difficult changes rewarding, literally turn them into a positive game. Play this game instead of the wrong games (see Coyote) and learn to play together! Play in sex, play in money management teamwork, play in parenting, play in making the home changes. Most importantly, play with the Wants and Needs instead of making it a power struggle. Fun has been missing for too long! You are both hard working and need to honor yourselves and each other for that through bringing in more fun in the everyday, mundane tasks. Get silly, or get old prematurely. Easy choice!

Obsidian Shard: Remember an ancient skill of working with one’s hands. Seth enjoys working with plants and will get into horticulture to feed his creativity, recharge his batteries, and Nicole will give him the space to do it and let him have this as an uninterrupted (see space) hobby. The sacral (sex) chakra is also about creativity and for Seth to resolve issues within himself about his sex drive, he needs a practice where something gives and does not take from him. Seth must do this horticulture if he really wants to change the patterns that are forcing them apart, he needs to receive simple energy one-way so that he can spend time with inner dialogue and listen more closely to the Grandfathers (see Green stone)

Green Stone: Magic of the Grandfathers. Neither person has strong elder or parental support going forward, and this is also unbalancing the home and each other. Men cannot really understand in their own soul what a woman goes through, the same way women cannot understand in their own soul what men go through. Seth needs elder male strength and support, and by gardening he will be able to tune into that kind of strength if he is open in his spirituality and trusts that the Ancestors are not only concerned with him, but also his family.

Small Stone: By gardening and listening to the Grandfathers in his inner dialogue of having a quiet hobby time, Seth will develop a more attuned way of seeing things that is different. His third eye (think of basic emotional 6th sense) will develop and be aware of other’s having a difficulty before they speak up. This will help the relationship, which requires initiative and not waiting until the problem is too big to correct. This is not an area Seth feels comfortable with or is drawn to on his own but nevertheless it is a seed growing in his life and it needs direct attention and work on his part. It will help in all areas of his life.

Yggdrasil coin (flipped over) says release the dead. Nicole already mentioned about wanting a child with Seth, and the spirit of the child that came through said that she didn’t need to stay here to do her job, it was to bring the both of them together and that they individually were in different places regarding having another child and for that to be honored. Yes, they could have forced having another child to work short-term but it would not have necessarily strengthened the relationship, what is called for instead is the commitment to re-couple and learn what is needed now in that void between them. If they decide to stay together, the opportunity for the most awesome kind of relationship is possible through this very clear game-plan (see Otter!) that the Ancestors laid out.

White cowrie shell: You will heal! Help has already gathered (this game-plan) all around you and your body is designed to heal invisibly. You don’t have to ask, “will I be healed?” just do this homework.

Purple stone: Allies/spiritual work you have been drawn to but afraid of. Both books and the Akashic Records came up. Ancestors advised being careful with the Akashic records and starting with books first. Only ask for the Akashic Records that are appropriate to see, don’t snoop or spy on others, that is a violation. With great power comes great responsibility.

Remember you can always ask the Ancestors for guidance over any issue. You may not like the answer right away but they go to the root of the issue and want to give the most lasting help, not something short term or confusing.

Total Eclipse - August 21st 2017

Going to try to break down this eclipse experience as quickly as possible. Chasing the light my friends ~ we are in for a treat!

1. Left the house with all my supplies

2.Arrived at the campsite

3. Skinny dipped under the stars with strangers

4. Rented a boat and miraculously found uninterrupted slivers of heaven in the lake which we spent hours swimming and fishing in.

5. Inspiration to hoop in my tetrahedron caught the attention of 13 extra kids.

6. When one saw me whipping my magic whip the day before and asked me about it right then I was gifted an impromptu opportunity to teach children how to work with their energy body. They were all standing around listening to how to work with your energy body. When i was done, one little boy about 5 years old asked "can we leave now" and I said "any time sweetheart" he came up to me and held my hand. Bailey was blown away and told me that was amazing and how it should be.

7.Seth caught his first fish and hurt himself running back to the site to tell us. #HeIsCute

8. Bailey met a friend at the playground and ended up exchanging crystals with her on the last day (seriously who does that?)

9. Bailey walked up to within 3 feet of a deer. I'm showing her how to connect to other beings through her heart.#SheTeachesMe

10. With baileys help, i buried and left one of my favorite crystals which i have worked with for almost 20 years at the headwaters in mount shasta.

11. Swam under the stars with the whole gang and then more with just us girls - last night

12. More energy work and connecting to my light tribe this morning

13. Made it to the lake for the start and stayed in the water for most of the eclipse. It got cold at peak, and gray outside. I had to get out and sit on the ground because I felt like I might get sick trying to process all of it in the water, or drown. #ThankgodForSolidEarth

14. Ashton reminds me to crack my whip right after the peak - which was exactly what I (we) needed.

15. I connect to source, to the earth, to the future and the past, to the masculine and feminine aspects in each of us. At the moment of each crack I bring in sacred geometries flowing through me. At this point I'm dizzy and barely able to stand. It was a LOT of energy. But I did it. There are people around and when I'm done, they ask me why. And I tell them how we as a planet are moving into a higher frequency and how Im here to help and give them information on how they can help by watching their choices in each moment and choosing the highest vibration possible right then #WeAreinThisTogether

16. While returning the life jackets at the marina, I was gifted an opportunity to be christ conscious with a stranger who fell in front of me and cut her foot open. I cleaned it, neosporinned it, and bandaged it up.

17. On the way out, at a gas station, I meet 2 horses on their way to transition from this world and am gifted with an opportunity to connect them to source. One was filled with cancer, and ready. The other was 2 years younger than I and not ready. I connected him with an old friend who he loved in his younger years who will meet him on the other side. #Blessed

18. I saw my lover with new eyes, again.#IKindaDigHim

19. I am still buzzing.

#StartedAtTheBottomNowWeAreHere

#ThemeSong

#HolyOakWhipsAreTheBest

#TwinflamesRockTheHouse

#ThesenewkidsareaBIGdeal

The love of my soul

New Earth FAST Approaching

I feel like I'm a confetti toy being pulled from both ends and about ready to burst through. We leave for Mount Shasta tomorrow. Camping at Antlers campground. I will keep you posted.

Muah!

Colton's 20th Birth Story

What in the WHAT?!

My little boy turned 20 at 7:08 MST this morning! I can't believe it. He is so magical - beyond anything that he even realizes. My master manifestor child.

Last week he called me really upset about his current situation, asking that I buy him a house that he can live in and pay the mortgage, but it would still be my house. I'm like, no. The next house I buy it's going to actually be my house. I'll do what I can, but I know I can't bail him out in the way that he was asking. The system is not established in a way that supports our highest good or even minimum needs. This is why we must be vigilant in our watching our thoughts, feelings and actions each second to connect with the highest timeline available at any given moment.

How I am able to assist is energetically via quantum physics, sacred geometries, unconditional love, clearing karmic contracts, dark energies etc. I've been doing this all through the weekend.

This morning was a special session. I sat on the floor and as a healing gift for both he and I, did my work. I pulled up the day we went to the hospital 20 years ago and could see all the trauma surrounding his birth and delivery.  Without going into details, because that's a story I requested be re-written, I asked that we both be gifted with a higher perspective of the events surrounding his birth. I asked that all trauma be healed, all stories be broadcast and viewed from a higher perspective. And so, it began.

As I watched the doctor come into my room, I asked that he and my mom be connected to source and grounded into the earth, filling up with both energies. I watched as the discordant energies and demonic forces that were surrounding my doctor that day be bound, transformed and reconnected back to the creator.

Moments later, I watched as I was wheeled into the operating room. Angels surrounding Colton and I, the nurses and doctor. High beings coached the doctor in precision cutting open of my womb, with loving kindness and an open heart.

I was guided back to my body in this here and now and felt movement in my uterus and the pain that I've carried there all these 20 years. A surrendering took place as I felt the pain reach up to the creator and reconnect with the center of all that is.

Back in the operating room my body and baby are transforming.  I watched as my baby filled up with creator energy unconditional love and light as he transitioned out of the comfortable energy of his mothers womb and into the bright lights of the earth dimension. When the doctor announces to the room "It's a boy" my eyes filled with happy excited joyous tears and my heart felt immense love immediately.

From above the room I watch all the nurses carefully and gently holding my baby boy and seeing to it that he was safe and loved. I see his fathers peaceful and gentle eyes watching everything and holding my hand through it all. I watch as his angels too bring him comfort and his body fills up with Christ light and energy guiding him in being the man that he is still in the process of becoming.

I watch as unconditional love, protection, and angelic beings fill the parts of me that are scared and terrified of what was happening as the doctor continues to stitch up my open body.

I watch as my baby boys angels continue to watch over him filling him with creator energy and surrounding him with protection. Ensuring that all who handle him handle him with care and grace as they placed him in his fathers arms for the first time.

The flower of life fills the room connecting each and every being in the room and a golden pink light fills every corner of the flower of every being physical and not.

This was a wonderful, joyful, peaceful experience for all of us.

As my baby boy is placed in my arms a calmness beyond anything I've ever felt fills the entire room. He looks up at me and I swear I see him smile. I am here he whispers to me through his energy body. I am here. Are you ready for this mom? Just wait to see what our future lays out for us. Just wait for the next twenty years. Just wait for the next forty. We are here, finally in human form as mutli -dimensional beings.

And so, the process begins of remembering who we truly are.

Thank you thank you thank you. It is so. It is now.

Family Time

I wanted to quickly share some pictures of my summertime adventures with family.