Sunday, February 18, 2018

Website being estabished

It has been an interesting last couple of months.

A few days after I left crying from the Christmas party Seth had a melt down and offered me a couple of thousand dollars to pack up my belongings and leave. It was a realization that I need to be able to support myself and my daughter on a moments notice.

I applied and was offered an accounting position at a home which supports caregivers by providing a great place for the handicapped. I turned it down knowing that even though they paid really well, the hours were perfect, and the benefits were abundant, I would not be happy in that environment.

I have been looking into massage therapy, and have taken 3 free classes already. I love the environment, the people are in line with the work that I do. It's a 10 month commitment. It's exciting to think I could make friends and learn a new skill. However, I don't want to get in the repetition of 'learning without earning' cycle. I NEED TO BE WHO I AM AND USE THE SKILLS I ALREADY HAVE!. Next session starts on March 20th but it still feels like I'm 'hiding' behind something else. I'm still considering it.

There are a few different projects going on.
1. The Arc in Mt. Shasta.
2. Eddie Hinsleys Heartfire in Hawaii
3. Aeon Sophia - traveling the world, um YES!!!!! I don't want to be tied to any one location - like ever!
4. Fernando Vassa

I just reserved the website and will begin setting up the site soon. I'll keep you posted!

p.s. There was a new moon + another Solar eclipse Feb 15th, 2018

Wednesday, December 27, 2017

Christ-Mas / Christ-More

I was invited to my partners parents Christmas celebration, which they typically share with only family. I inadvertently ruined any chance of being invited back by saying that the 2nd coming of Christ would be through us. On one big hand, i feel really bad and cried because im sure i embarrased my partner. On the other hand, i know what i know. Trying to balance it all is not easy. Merry christ-mas. Christ more. I am 1/144,000.

Wednesday, November 22, 2017

I failed as a Twin Flame

I am done. I have been yelled at for the last time last night.
I deserve to be treated like a human.
I deserve to be desired.
I deserve to be wanted.
This cannot continue.

Mount Shasta Full Moon 11/10/17 - Relocating crystal to base of the hill

I went and did something I've never done before. I invited myself to the gifted crystal mine located in Stirling CA and ended up staying with Sarah Elayne and Edward James (people I'd never met before). I slept on their floor on Thursday night. Sarah was not there - she was travelling back from Las Vegas. I spent the night drawing this grid for them. The message that came through was 'For the highest good of all' and 'transformations' The energy coming into their home was soft and sweet.
Waiting for Sarah
The next day we were scheduled to go to the crystal mine, but Sarah was not yet home. David and Allison Hopkins showed up with their two boys and we chatted, ate oatmeal, drank coffee and waited for Sarah. She finally called crying and we ended up cancelling the trip to the mine. David and Allison headed to Shasta and James invited me to go with him to find Sarah on the road. so I could drive their truck back and she could sleep on the way.  It was so cool to reconnect with them - it felt like we had been friends for lifetimes. 

That night after we got back to their house, I drove to Shasta and went to find my crystal that I had buried at the headwaters. It was raining and pretty cold. When I went to where I had buried it, it wasn't there. I was pulling fown horsetails and digging up dirt, frantic that she was gone forever.  I panicked. After much more damage than was necessary had happened, I paused - breathed - connected in up and down and asked for guidance.  Then I remembered that I had pictures of her burial. I pulled them up which helped me locate the correct tree she was under.  I learned a valuable lesson from our mother Gaia - respect. I was not respectful and quite honestly was embarrassed about my behaviour. Fortunately our momma is patient and was grateful that I had learned my lessons. This was my first big grid working project. I was so excited to reconnect with my long lost friend and gather all the information that she had collected on her vacation. I knew I only had the one night as she was requesting to be buried at the base of the hill the next day. I slept with her in the back seat of my car. It was raining and cold and so very much worth it. 
Here she is ~ it looked as if she had shed so much since August 21st.
The next day I woke up and went to the headwaters to collect water from the spring. Then met the crew at their hotel. After everyone was up and moving, I took Sarah and James to the headwaters where they chose later to exchange their promise and binding to each other. They are to be wed on August 8th of 2018. 

Then, we went to the hill. It was their first time there - and I was fortunate to bless them with the experience. I dialed in and cracked my whip. When i went to open the feminine channel - the lead got more tangled than I have ever experienced. I wasn't able to continue. This was right before Sarah and James got into an argument about his ex-wife. It was super interesting.  

 Me with my magic whip opening up the channels.
Here's the crazy tangle!
Finally we were done and ready to leave. Everyone was already in the car. James says to me, aren't you going to bury her? Referring to my crystal sitting on my dash. I was like, oh I don't want to hold you guys up, I know you have a binding ceremony this afternoon. They both said, we don't mind waiting. So I headed out in the snow with a pik to find her spot.

At first the place I picked was under a tree to the side of the hill. But as I was getting ready to stick her in the ground, people started coming up. It was divine timing and I ended up pulling her back out and going somewhere a little more private. It freaks me out leaving her by herself. It's almost like a child whom you've raised and who is ready to go off on their own. Her home ended up being in a beautiful grove of trees right at the base of the hill of Mt. Shasta. There was snow and frozen soil I had to dig through. I had to make sure it was deep enough so that when the snow melted, you couldn't see her. I went back once just to make sure that the trampled snow was sufficiently not noticeable to someone who could potentially walk over to her location. I needed to make sure she was safe!

Here she is in her final destination - until spring anyway. I'm hoping to get her higher on the hill. 

My travel partners and I are heading home and burning sage.

Until next time!

October 2017

So......this happened. I was drawing drawing drawing all the month of October. Super excited about it much to the chagrin of Seth.

Wednesday, August 16, 2017

New Earth FAST Approaching

I feel like I'm a confetti toy being pulled from both ends and about ready to burst through. We leave for Mount Shasta tomorrow. Camping at Antlers campground. I will keep you posted.


Wednesday, July 26, 2017

Colton's 20th Birth Story

What in the WHAT?!

My little boy turned 20 at 7:08 MST this morning! I can't believe it. He is so magical - beyond anything that he even realizes. My master manifestor child.

Last week he called me really upset about his current situation, asking that I buy him a house that he can live in and pay the mortgage, but it would still be my house. I'm like, no. The next house I buy it's going to actually be my house. I'll do what I can, but I know I can't bail him out in the way that he was asking. The system is not established in a way that supports our highest good or even minimum needs. This is why we must be vigilant in our watching our thoughts, feelings and actions each second to connect with the highest timeline available at any given moment.

How I am able to assist is energetically via quantum physics, sacred geometries, unconditional love, clearing karmic contracts, dark energies etc. I've been doing this all through the weekend.

This morning was a special session. I sat on the floor and as a healing gift for both he and I, did my work. I pulled up the day we went to the hospital 20 years ago and could see all the trauma surrounding his birth and delivery.  Without going into details, because that's a story I requested be re-written, I asked that we both be gifted with a higher perspective of the events surrounding his birth. I asked that all trauma be healed, all stories be broadcast and viewed from a higher perspective. And so, it began.

As I watched the doctor come into my room, I asked that he and my mom be connected to source and grounded into the earth, filling up with both energies. I watched as the discordant energies and demonic forces that were surrounding my doctor that day be bound, transformed and reconnected back to the creator.

Moments later, I watched as I was wheeled into the operating room. Angels surrounding Colton and I, the nurses and doctor. High beings coached the doctor in precision cutting open of my womb, with loving kindness and an open heart.

I was guided back to my body in this here and now and felt movement in my uterus and the pain that I've carried there all these 20 years. A surrendering took place as I felt the pain reach up to the creator and reconnect with the center of all that is.

Back in the operating room my body and baby are transforming.  I watched as my baby filled up with creator energy unconditional love and light as he transitioned out of the comfortable energy of his mothers womb and into the bright lights of the earth dimension. When the doctor announces to the room "It's a boy" my eyes filled with happy excited joyous tears and my heart felt immense love immediately.

From above the room I watch all the nurses carefully and gently holding my baby boy and seeing to it that he was safe and loved. I see his fathers peaceful and gentle eyes watching everything and holding my hand through it all. I watch as his angels too bring him comfort and his body fills up with Christ light and energy guiding him in being the man that he is still in the process of becoming.

I watch as unconditional love, protection, and angelic beings fill the parts of me that are scared and terrified of what was happening as the doctor continues to stitch up my open body.

I watch as my baby boys angels continue to watch over him filling him with creator energy and surrounding him with protection. Ensuring that all who handle him handle him with care and grace as they placed him in his fathers arms for the first time.

The flower of life fills the room connecting each and every being in the room and a golden pink light fills every corner of the flower of every being physical and not.

This was a wonderful, joyful, peaceful experience for all of us.

As my baby boy is placed in my arms a calmness beyond anything I've ever felt fills the entire room. He looks up at me and I swear I see him smile. I am here he whispers to me through his energy body. I am here. Are you ready for this mom? Just wait to see what our future lays out for us. Just wait for the next twenty years. Just wait for the next forty. We are here, finally in human form as mutli -dimensional beings.

And so, the process begins of remembering who we truly are.

Thank you thank you thank you. It is so. It is now.