Wednesday, December 27, 2017

Christ-Mas / Christ-More

I was invited to my partners parents Christmas celebration, which they typically share with only family. I inadvertently ruined any chance of being invited back by saying that the 2nd coming of Christ would be through us. On one big hand, i feel really bad and cried because im sure i embarrased my partner. On the other hand, i know what i know. Trying to balance it all is not easy. Merry christ-mas. Christ more. I am 1/144,000.

Wednesday, November 22, 2017

I failed as a Twin Flame

I am done. I have been yelled at for the last time last night.
I deserve to be treated like a human.
I deserve to be desired.
I deserve to be wanted.
This cannot continue.

Another Mount Shasta trip

October 2017

So......this happened. I was drawing drawing drawing all the month of October. Super excited about it much to the chagrin of Seth.

Wednesday, August 16, 2017

New Earth FAST Approaching

I feel like I'm a confetti toy being pulled from both ends and about ready to burst through. We leave for Mount Shasta tomorrow. Camping at Antlers campground. I will keep you posted.


Wednesday, July 26, 2017

Colton's 20th Birth Story

What in the WHAT?!

My little boy turned 20 at 7:08 MST this morning! I can't believe it. He is so magical - beyond anything that he even realizes. My master manifestor child.

Last week he called me really upset about his current situation, asking that I buy him a house that he can live in and pay the mortgage, but it would still be my house. I'm like, no. The next house I buy it's going to actually be my house. I'll do what I can, but I know I can't bail him out in the way that he was asking. The system is not established in a way that supports our highest good or even minimum needs. This is why we must be vigilant in our watching our thoughts, feelings and actions each second to connect with the highest timeline available at any given moment.

How I am able to assist is energetically via quantum physics, sacred geometries, unconditional love, clearing karmic contracts, dark energies etc. I've been doing this all through the weekend.

This morning was a special session. I sat on the floor and as a healing gift for both he and I, did my work. I pulled up the day we went to the hospital 20 years ago and could see all the trauma surrounding his birth and delivery.  Without going into details, because that's a story I requested be re-written, I asked that we both be gifted with a higher perspective of the events surrounding his birth. I asked that all trauma be healed, all stories be broadcast and viewed from a higher perspective. And so, it began.

As I watched the doctor come into my room, I asked that he and my mom be connected to source and grounded into the earth, filling up with both energies. I watched as the discordant energies and demonic forces that were surrounding my doctor that day be bound, transformed and reconnected back to the creator.

Moments later, I watched as I was wheeled into the operating room. Angels surrounding Colton and I, the nurses and doctor. High beings coached the doctor in precision cutting open of my womb, with loving kindness and an open heart.

I was guided back to my body in this here and now and felt movement in my uterus and the pain that I've carried there all these 20 years. A surrendering took place as I felt the pain reach up to the creator and reconnect with the center of all that is.

Back in the operating room my body and baby are transforming.  I watched as my baby filled up with creator energy unconditional love and light as he transitioned out of the comfortable energy of his mothers womb and into the bright lights of the earth dimension. When the doctor announces to the room "It's a boy" my eyes filled with happy excited joyous tears and my heart felt immense love immediately.

From above the room I watch all the nurses carefully and gently holding my baby boy and seeing to it that he was safe and loved. I see his fathers peaceful and gentle eyes watching everything and holding my hand through it all. I watch as his angels too bring him comfort and his body fills up with Christ light and energy guiding him in being the man that he is still in the process of becoming.

I watch as unconditional love, protection, and angelic beings fill the parts of me that are scared and terrified of what was happening as the doctor continues to stitch up my open body.

I watch as my baby boys angels continue to watch over him filling him with creator energy and surrounding him with protection. Ensuring that all who handle him handle him with care and grace as they placed him in his fathers arms for the first time.

The flower of life fills the room connecting each and every being in the room and a golden pink light fills every corner of the flower of every being physical and not.

This was a wonderful, joyful, peaceful experience for all of us.

As my baby boy is placed in my arms a calmness beyond anything I've ever felt fills the entire room. He looks up at me and I swear I see him smile. I am here he whispers to me through his energy body. I am here. Are you ready for this mom? Just wait to see what our future lays out for us. Just wait for the next twenty years. Just wait for the next forty. We are here, finally in human form as mutli -dimensional beings.

And so, the process begins of remembering who we truly are.

Thank you thank you thank you. It is so. It is now.

Monday, July 24, 2017

Family Time

I wanted to quickly share some pictures of my summertime adventures with family.