Monday, April 9, 2018

Me & Nikki Wall - Universal Inspiration Project

This lady has my heart. She is such an inspiration for a lot of people. I can't wait to see where she goes next on her journey. The first time I saw one of her live videos, I knew I had to have her in my life. We met for the first time in real life at Lucidity Festival in April 2018.

Tuesday, March 20, 2018

Something different - Massage Therapy program + 10 months commitment.

I have decided I would never ever have to rely on someone again which brought forth me doing some deep energy work into my worth and value. This is an ongoing theme that I am navigating that relates to my maternal bloodline and the relationship with the masculine.

I will change my frequency to that of pure love.

I will help others change by being the example of what is possible.

I will learn something I've never learned before.

I will change my subconscious programming.

I will be who I came here to be regardless of how long it takes me to get there.

I start massage therapy training on the Spring Equinox, March 20th, 2018.

Sunday, February 18, 2018

Website being estabished

It has been an interesting last couple of months.

A few days after I left crying from the Christmas party Seth had a melt down and offered me a couple of thousand dollars to pack up my belongings and leave. It was a realization that I need to be able to support myself and my daughter on a moments notice.

I applied and was offered an accounting position at a home which supports caregivers by providing a great place for the handicapped. I turned it down knowing that even though they paid really well, the hours were perfect, and the benefits were abundant, I would not be happy in that environment.

I have been looking into massage therapy, and have taken 3 free classes already. I love the environment, the people are in line with the work that I do. It's a 10 month commitment. It's exciting to think I could make friends and learn a new skill. However, I don't want to get in the repetition of 'learning without earning' cycle. I NEED TO BE WHO I AM AND USE THE SKILLS I ALREADY HAVE!. Next session starts on March 20th but it still feels like I'm 'hiding' behind something else. I'm still considering it.

There are a few different projects going on.
1. The Arc in Mt. Shasta.
2. Eddie Hinsleys Heartfire in Hawaii
3. Aeon Sophia - traveling the world, um YES!!!!! I don't want to be tied to any one location - like ever!
4. Fernando Vassa

I just reserved the website and will begin setting up the site soon. I'll keep you posted!

p.s. There was a new moon + another Solar eclipse Feb 15th, 2018

Wednesday, December 27, 2017

Christ-Mas / Christ-More

I was invited to my partners parents Christmas celebration, which they typically share with only family. I inadvertently ruined any chance of being invited back by saying that the 2nd coming of Christ would be through us. On one big hand, i feel really bad and cried because im sure i embarrased my partner. On the other hand, i know what i know. Trying to balance it all is not easy. Merry christ-mas. Christ more. I am 1/144,000.

Wednesday, November 22, 2017

I failed as a Twin Flame

I am done. I have been yelled at for the last time last night.
I deserve to be treated like a human.
I deserve to be desired.
I deserve to be wanted.
This cannot continue.

Tuesday, November 14, 2017

Some call them wrinkles

Some call them wrinkles, some call them past life battle scars, i call them crown placements and holders.