Catching Santa in the act ~ Merry Christmas!

Merry Merry Christmas!

We caught Santa Clause in the act and he ran right out the front door!

Christmas Eve

I was so anxious tonight I couldn't handle it so the kids and I went on a midnight stroll under the full moon. The standard western Christmas spirit just wasn't in my field this year. I vow that this is the last year that I can't afford presents and I commit to going to see my boys and family for the holidays.

Sacred Sex Magic

On Thursday before we went on winter break, I had an incredible session with Tazhane. I told her what I was working on with my new finance firm, the healing center, the vision of my home set up on land. She wanted to know if the construct was already built energetically. Yes, it absolutely is.
She worked in the astrals and afterwards told me everything she saw. The construct is there in pyramid form. I stand on the top as a high priestess, the firm in one corner of the pyramid, the healing center in another, my home in another, and a sacred space just for me in another (which I hadnt seen until then, but I think it’s by the creek) She said I’ve built this before in a previous form.
She said the reason sex has not been present for me is because I view sex as sacred and what’s available to me right now is very low vibrational. This is directly related to my financial situation. She encouraged me to work with sex magic and bringing back the return of this sacred sex. Since then I pulled out my rose quartz and have been practicing every morning until I orgasm. I’m learning so much about myself. So far, the orgasm only reaches the top of my sacral. I look forward to full body explosions.
Yesterday, the information I was receiving during the session was that the universe is ready to give me everything I desire and more, but I have to be willing and ready to receive.
This morning was all about going really slow and holding spots then as I relaxed into it I could accept a steady flow. A steady flow of wealth.
The thoughts and the way I talk to myself during these sessions are different than they had been in the past. I’m kinder, I’m sweet, I’m masculine, I’m knowing, I’m confident, and my feminine is receptive and relaxed in the knowing of what is coming.
Yesterday, during the day, I noticed myself getting uptight and then remembered what I had to do to explode, which was relax and breathe. So I did and it helped shift me out of my funk.

Updates
1/17 : Message from sesh - " Are you ready to receive? "
1/18 : Message from sesh - "Your Kingdom is watching."

Solstice Work

I didn't think anything was going to come through this solstice. Then at the last minute right before almost going to bed, I got the ping to take down my work and this happened. I was guided to turn the quartz crystal to point to each direction bringing in the frequencies that I work with, envisioning the planet beneath me and all its inhabitants while working with the breath and connection with source and the earth. I was shocked at the downloads that came through. Totally unexpected and lovely. 

My crystal child and I

This is Colton and I when he was little. This is before I remembered who I am and what I'm here for. He is the one that turned my attention to crystals in the first place. 

Colt is 21 now and rocking the adult game. Living in his own place, discovering his interests and strengths and being the kindest, caring, inspirational person I could have hoped for. 

The entire time raising him I wondered if I was doing the right thing and he has shown me that I did. I am such a proud momma. 

Cut & Paste was soo much easier

I am trying to figure out how to merge these two by placing the dodecahedron around the earth. I know there has to be an easy program that does it.

Vision Board

This is my vision:

This is Tia's:

This is what I am pulling in Now!

Celestial Codes - MMS

Today I received celestial codes. This was much nicer than the soul retrieval and I kind of feel like it was a gift to all those pieces that came back. Afterwards, it felt like I was wearing a crown and in the center, there was a beam on energy that prevented me from moving much - almost like surgery was taking place. I sat there and ran it down my spine and into the earth until my earth giant came up, and locked it into the center.

I took the kids ice skating afterwards to get out and do something different and fun. I'm so glad I did.

Tomorrow I get my hair done for the first time in probably 10 years. I am committed to myself, my beauty and my light.

Soul Retrieval - MMS

This was very uncomfortable. I did see pieces of me coming back and realized how responsible I have to be now for those pieces of myself. It was a sombering experience.

Remnants of Self-Worth ~ Modern Mystery School Healings

Erin called me last night. I have been doing trade work for her in exchange for healings she is passed down in the lineage of King Solomon via the Modern Mystery School. She has been asking how many hours I am in so that we can do work. When I didn't respond to multiple inquiries of how much she owed me, she finally called. I explained that I was still experiencing remnants of lack of self worth, even though I am super close and have a game plan in place to rectify and blow the doors off this mo' fo'er. We came up with a strategy plan.

Today I am doing a soul retrieval. Thursday I am getting celestial codes (and Mercury goes direct) Friday is the New Moon, I get my hair done in the morning and go live with Tia in the afternoon.

There, and, done!

Everything is coming up Roses

On Friday the kids and I went to the gas station to fill up as much as I could, which was $20 :) My card would not work, I tried it twice. I knew I had at least $20 in my bank account. The screen on the gas pump told me I had to go inside to see a tenant.
When I got in there, I noticed these beauty-full roses in glass containers with what looks like water! As soon as I saw them I got this ping from my magic man saying that this was a gift for me as I walk through this doorway into my newly created world of wealth, health, abundance, peace, joy, laughter, love and bliss. I asked the guy behind the counter where they came from and if they were real. The guy checking out and the tenant laughed saying they were from China and they figured 'someone' would buy them. I asked if I could look at the tag at the bottom to find out more information. When I went to take off the wrapping underneath, the container came open and I was ale to feel that the roses are in fact real! still left the store without buying, because I needed to get gas and double check my bank account to make sure that I had enough to even consider getting one. Of course I kept getting the message that yes, of course you do, this is a gift for you! I went back after taking Ash to TaeKwonDo and we all went in to look at them. They chose the rainbow one. But I still didn't get it until the next day when I was hoping to go in and talk to the owner about 1. Where they came from 2. What were they contained in 3. How long they survive 4. Mind blown.
The Rose is the highest vibrating flower on the planet which makes it so unique when carrying it's quality in your energy field. It also helps in keeping your energy seperated from others and being able to identify what is yours and what is theirs.

My Magic Man rocks the fucking house!

I was recently introduced to a truth by my dear friend Tia, whom I have met through this process of working with the geometries. The concept is that of my magic man who lives and is a part of me. When I was 11 I had a dream of a man and I standing side by side completely and totally in love. He was holding a little girl and I was holding a little boy. Waking up from the dream shattered me and I cried uncontrollably because I couldn't hold on to him in this physical form. In every relationship I have ever had I have looked for him and the love that we shared with each other. Male / Female it didn't matter.

This was the last  piece I felt I needed to get to before offering my services out into the world. Once I knew how to master all aspects, I would be ready to share.

My friend said something that made me realize that he lives in me already and has always had my back this entire time. We hold our inner masculine and feminine aspects of our child like essence within us. Once that realization hit, he immediately merged with my physical body and I felt chills throughout my entire body. He is the action, I am the reception. I have been ignoring him behind me and to the right. I knew he was there, I could feel him and often ran the geometries through this part of my being. Finally, I was guided and allowed release of enough so that my friend could point this out to me and I could integrate the information.

Now that I know, the game is fucking on.