Monday, November 27, 2017

Reality check from my inner child

After a reality check from my inner child on Saturday, who was so pissed at me for not recognizing her divinity, I had an opportunity to connect in with my highest vibrational frequency and in collaboration with source energy and gaia, this came through.
I've been working on what it looks like bridging the highs and lows. The goal being unification of heaven on earth. For me, seeing this on paper, i can now begin to run my energy through this portal. Its been a long time coming and i am so grateful for this amazing tool. I wanted to share even though its not yet complete and is an ever expanding work in progress. Becoming one. Do the work, it hurts, its hard, but its sooo worth it.

Wednesday, November 22, 2017

I failed as a Twin Flame

I am done. I have been yelled at for the last time last night.
I deserve to be treated like a human.
I deserve to be desired.
I deserve to be wanted.
This cannot continue.


Tuesday, November 14, 2017

Some call them wrinkles

Some call them wrinkles, some call them past life battle scars, i call them crown placements and holders.


Saturday, November 4, 2017

Mount Shasta Full Moon 11/10/17 - Relocating crystal to base of the hill & Meeting the HopEvolve & Adventures in Gaia gang

I went and did something I've never done before. I invited myself to the gifted crystal mine located in Stirling CA and ended up staying with Sarah Elayne and Edward James (people I'd never met before). I slept on their floor on Thursday night. Sarah was not there - she was travelling back from Las Vegas. I spent the night drawing this grid for them. The message that came through was 'For the highest good of all' and 'transformations' The energy coming into their home was soft and sweet.
Waiting for Sarah
The next day we were scheduled to go to the crystal mine, but Sarah was not yet home. David and Allison Hopkins showed up with their two boys and we chatted, ate oatmeal, drank coffee and waited for Sarah. She finally called crying and we ended up cancelling the trip to the mine. David and Allison headed to Shasta and James invited me to go with him to find Sarah on the road. so I could drive their truck back and she could sleep on the way.  It was so cool to reconnect with them - it felt like we had been friends for lifetimes. 

That night after we got back to their house, I drove to Shasta and went to find my crystal that I had buried at the headwaters. It was raining and pretty cold. When I went to where I had buried it, it wasn't there. I was pulling fown horsetails and digging up dirt, frantic that she was gone forever.  I panicked. After much more damage than was necessary had happened, I paused - breathed - connected in up and down and asked for guidance.  Then I remembered that I had pictures of her burial. I pulled them up which helped me locate the correct tree she was under.  I learned a valuable lesson from our mother Gaia - respect. I was not respectful and quite honestly was embarrassed about my behaviour. Fortunately our momma is patient and was grateful that I had learned my lessons. This was my first big grid working project. I was so excited to reconnect with my long lost friend and gather all the information that she had collected on her vacation. I knew I only had the one night as she was requesting to be buried at the base of the hill the next day. I slept with her in the back seat of my car. It was raining and cold and so very much worth it. 
The next day I woke up and went to the headwaters to collect water from the spring. Then met the crew at their hotel. After everyone was up and moving, I took Sarah and James to the headwaters where they chose later to exchange their promise and binding to each other. They are to be wed on August 8th of 2018.
Then, we went to the hill. It was their first time there - and I was fortunate to bless them with the experience. I dialed in and cracked my whip. When i went to open the feminine channel - the lead got more tangled than I have ever experienced. I wasn't able to continue. This was right before Sarah and James got into an argument about his ex-wife. It was super interesting.  

Here she is ~ it looked as if she had shed so much since August 21st.

 Me with my magic whip opening up the channels.
Here's the crazy tangle!
Finally we were done and ready to leave. Everyone was already in the car. James says to me, aren't you going to bury her? Referring to my crystal sitting on my dash. I was like, oh I don't want to hold you guys up, I know you have a binding ceremony this afternoon. They both said, we don't mind waiting. So I headed out in the snow with a pik to find her spot.

At first the place I picked was under a tree to the side of the hill. But as I was getting ready to stick her in the ground, people started coming up. It was divine timing and I ended up pulling her back out and going somewhere a little more private. It freaks me out leaving her by herself. It's almost like a child whom you've raised and who is ready to go off on their own. Her home ended up being in a beautiful grove of trees right at the base of the hill of Mt. Shasta. There was snow and frozen soil I had to dig through. I had to make sure it was deep enough so that when the snow melted, you couldn't see her. I went back once just to make sure that the trampled snow was sufficiently not noticeable to someone who could potentially walk over to her location. I needed to make sure she was safe!

Here she is in her final destination - until spring anyway. I'm hoping to get her higher on the hill. 

My travel partners and I are heading home and burning sage.

Until next time!


Here is the gang - meeting for the first time, again. This lifetime.