After a ton of work, Shanon and I did get the house refinanced in the fall.
That winter our whole family, including Colton and his girlfriend Nikki, got to go on our first vacation ever. We went to Mexico. Shanon, Alex and Bailey got to see the ocean for the first time. We went with my best friend Liz and her husband David and their awesome kids.
We Spent Christmas and New Years on the Sea of Cortez in a beach house that I had rented back in May - before the refinance. Christmas presents were left on the deck in a hammock overlooking the ocean. It was amazing. My favorite spot that we stopped was Puertecitos. A little cove of hot pots that are only cool enough to enter when the tide comes in. The black lava rocks against the deep blue ocean were eye candy.
During this trip however, it became painfully apparent that I would not be able to continue in the relationship and be who I knew myself to be at the soul level. There was too much struggle. Not enough laughter. Too much negativity, rudeness. Things simply were not as easy as I knew they could be. Quite frankly, I was tired of clearing blocks just for them to be filled up with clutter and junk within moments of doing the work. This was something I could see not only etherically, emotionally and mentally, this was obvious in the physical plane as well. By the time we returned home I knew, as much as I didn't want to, that I had to start making plans to move on. I had done all that I could to resolve the karma between Shanon and I. Looking back, I can now see this karmic contract he and I had and I am super grateful for the experience. There are so many things that I have learned from that experience that will assist in this lifetime, and future lifetimes should I choose to do this crazy earth experience again
In August 2015 after Bailey had graduated from Montessori and entered kindergarten I moved out of the beautiful house created with Shanon on Westwood Avenue in Moab, Utah.
Here's to the beginning of a new day.
